I graduated from ASU with a bachelor's degree in Psychology and Justice Studies. My junior year at ASU, I decided that Forensic Psychology was my field of passion. Although it is still considered a small field, it is growing a lot of respect among it's counterparts. There are few schools that offer secondary degrees in Forensic Psychology, so it was slightly intimidating when I began the search and evaluation of graduate schools. After considering a dozen or so universities, I ultimately chose John Jay. They have a fantastic program and they are highly regarded in the field of Criminal Justice. I am one year into my program and I must say, it is going swimmingly.
The most exciting element of my education has become the sequence of reminders I have on a daily basis. I'm consistently coming in contact with people (professors, peers, researchers, counselors, administrators, etc) who prove ("Prove" is considered a "bad word" in Psychology. We can never "prove" anything, but I'm going to use it here - because it's proof for me.) to me how satisfying this work can be. Through my education, I have discovered a sincere passion for Victim's Services; this is the demographic I would ultimately like to serve upon graduating.
I chose this field for a reason, and tonight I had another reminder why. I recently got on board with the CVTC (Crime Victims Treatment Center), thanks to AmyJane's recommendation. The CVTC is an amazing program offering resources to victims of domestic violence and sexual assault, among others. Tonight was Day 1 of my training and it was absolutely amazing. Everybody in the room (close to 50-75 people I might say...) was so genuinely interested in giving back to the community in one way or another. Many of us were students; some of us were survivors of criminal violations, while others were simply interested in social work. Regardless of the motivations, the evening served as a hearty look at the kind and devoted souls of this field. And, I'm proud to take part. The entire experience will be devastating, enlightening, and educational... And I'm really looking forward to it.
So then, "the plan..." I've fussed over the importance of writing since starting up this blog. I always seem to jump on my soap box about the power of writing and the demons that can be tamed through the written word. In regards to this notion, I have come to appreciate the power of written declarations. If I write something down, it becomes a sturdy obligation - something that must be accomplished. Although I must clarify - the term "obligation" suggests a degree of resistance. I'm not resisting, simply noting I have commitments that I, myself, have created... And thus, I insist on following through.
So, I've been saying for quite some time... "Oh yes, I'd like to get my doctoral degree after I finish my Master's," but in reality - those are just words - promises boasted by the drive I say I have... Here it is... In May of 2010, I will have graduated with my master's degree in Forensic Psychology (woot woot!) I have decided it is absolutely imperative to step away from my education for one year - perhaps to reboot my engines, give myself a break; but really, I need to reevaluate my financial status. New York City has simply tapped me dry. (Thank you, outrageous rent. Thank you, overpriced Starbucks!) It simply must happen... So then, I intend to submit my doctoral applications (in Clinical Psychology, foci in Child and Adolescent Trauma, Women's Studies) by December of 2010, and hopefully (fingers crossed) be accepted into a program to begin in the Fall of 2011. The next year and a half will serve as a dramatic challenge for myself. I must think positively, yet realistically. These programs will guaranteed be competitive and difficult. I may not be accepted on my first try... And, this is OK. It can happen, and I'm accepting of the possibilities of such risky business.
Yet, I am oh-so passionate about these studies, rejection will likely get me down - but not out.
You heard it here first, my friends. I've found something I love, so I'm gonna be here awhile...
you go girl! you really do inspire me.
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